Sunday, May 31, 2009

Pyramid Frenzy & Other Stories...

Just right after exams, not really with all my intentions, but it seems that I went to pyramid everyday so far... hahaha... be it for unexpected dinner, lunch, movie, buying stuff or else.. hahaha...
Okay, start from rite after the exams...

Wednesday, 27th May 2009 ~ The Unexpected Dinner ... and ... Party!

Hooray!!!!!! Finish physics exam! hohoho... I really wanna go out to play but honestly i did not make any plan to go.. so I ended up follow these two, Noerma & Felicia to go to Inframedia Studio *or whatsover the name of the studio... I forgot!*.

Okay, according to the map, we're near there already, but the building was not situated there... O-oh... Luckily, we met Tutu in front of the Palm Ville and he showed us the way until we reached there... It was a very kind of him that he actually just passed by that road to go to Pyramid but ended up looking here and there with us to find the studio... =)

Oh ya, forgot to mention... Tutu and I fell sick almost the same day for fever, flu, and cough... and we coughed together along the way... LOL! :D
After the business in the studio finished, Noerma, Felicia, and I shud go back to the condo, but our feet were just willingly follow the footsteps of Tutu's... yeah... to the Pyramid!

We're having dinner in Sushi Zanmai...


This is the picture of the warm Ocha that I ordered! It's been quite a while I haven't been to Japanese Restaurant... and it felt good! :)

O-oh actually I am not a very gud sushi-eater, the fact that I try to hinder eating meat, and plus, this is raw meat made me only order the Kappa (cucumber) and Tamago (egg) sushi... but I was really excited due to environment... I was with my deary friends! I even met my sister's friend... sis Nevi...
My apology that I did not recognize her at the first sight and talked in english at first.. u_u
Billy and the others made fun of me by saying, "Pardon, me?" hahahha... They are so funny... :)

Actually, this dinner was the farewell dinner for George, our friend, actually a very new friend to me... He's leaving from KL to Kuching to study A Level...
Here are some pictures...

cheers everyone! Hey, this is not complete! where are the other members??

Aaa... Gradi, the desert looks so delicious!! :p

The three girls in the gang... hahahaa...
(From the left: Felicia, Noerma, and Devi!)


Farewell, George! May you pursue you education and become a doctor someday, just like your dream... :)
(From left: Tutu, George, Gradi, Dicky, William, Adi, Victor *I guess.. I'll ask them later...*, Jay, Billy, Felicia, Noerma, and Devi!)


P.S. after the dinner, Noerma, Felicia, and I played at Palm ville, at Jay's unit... we and they played "Do-mee-ka-do" and caused a great noise that the security there scolded us! err.. not us apparently it was Billy who opened the door... sorry guys...

Oh ya, we also sang songs... to my surprise, I could sing that night! I thought that I'd not be able to due to coughs...

We were all having fun! (I hope... :p) and the three ladies and Dicky were finally being walked home by these gentlemen: William, Adi, Billy, err.. Jay were you there? *I forgot.. :p*
Thank's guys!!! Thank God, Buddha, and everyone... :)

Saturday, May 30, 2009

examism story...

Yeah!! I finished my exams already!!!
It feels so good! :)

Okay, just a quick story bout the exams...
first one, biology... I studied and I believe I remember everything 'till now... *maybe... memorizing is one of my abilities... hahaha...* and it turned out... u dun need that much... though there are some questions that I doubted about... but i did my best! :)
u know what, Mr. Q told me that so far I am the highest in bio... it only depends on my final now...
Oh ya, really bad news, I was sick before the exams! I had slight fewer, and flu! I'm having slight flu and a bit annoying coughs to some people - I know that my roommate must be annoyed by its temporal-continuous coughs- but because of this, I was accompanied to a nearby clinic by my new friend, Jane. She was my housemate's friend... we've just known each other for maybe a few hours!

Next one, in the same day as biology test, calculus test... OMG! I did not touch the book at all, I studied everything maybe 3 days before the D day... luckily, the test was going quite well
Oh ya... before the test day, a strange sms appeared in my inbox...
It said, "can 'we' kill you, please?"
I replied, "??? What do you mean?"
It was from Aryan! He was just kidding! He said that if they killed me, all the awards will be awarded to someone else... and he wished me a sincere good luck and sleep tight...
It was a very cute of him... Dun worry, Arry... I will not take all of them! I'm sure of it! =)

Then, here came the Physics test, the test which I did not prepare at all during my study period... I started studying at 11 pm-6am the next day....
After calculus test, everyone was so free *coz.. they finished their exams already...* Felicia and I, who haven't finished our exam, coz we still have physics, were brought to exam-free mode, and took a lot of pictures of us with everyone there... there was also this Wayne, the guy whom I like his writing togehter with Munyee's... we happened to become friends and took pictures together... :)
Oh gosh! When I woke up to continue reading and writing my cheat-cheat... I felt so light-headed, I knew I could not do the exam like this... but still I managed to survive the exams I guess... Thank God, Buddha, Mom, Bodhisatva, Noerma, and everyone! :)

after exam, i felt so nice! i called my Mom right away... told her that I was so happy that I finished the exam finally! :) chit-chatted with my sister... :) oh ya... after exams, I held Wafa, Noerma, and everyone that I felt like hugging... :)

P.S. Thank's to my housemate, Huang Yan Zhi, who also had exams for MUFY... we studied together at the living room of our unit! She really gave me peer support...and also, since then I feel that studying and repeating words to memorize in your heart, instead of saying it out loud, is more effective, and energy saving! :)

another P.S. I like hugging people :) it feels so good! :)

Friday, May 22, 2009

Yeah! Chapter 6, 7, 8 done! hohoho.. I will finish calculus today! :)
I will not allow myself to sleep until I'm done! pretty persistent eh? hahahha..
Tomorrow I will study Biology! hohoho...
I can't wait for graduation day! :) It will be so fun and memorable!
I dun care whether I will be a top student or not... but... If I cud, alhamdulilah.. :)

Here's our plan post-exam activities:
1. go to sunway lagoon
2. BBQ at palm ville...

It will be so fun...

Oh y... for myself... there are a lot of things I wanna do...
1. repay a drink to Jino
2. complete songs with Mr. Vijaya
3. cook for my roomie... <>
4. packing a lot of stuff!
5. wanna do charity
6. go to CEC
7. finish my toefl
8. take a lot of pictures...
9. make over.. hohoho..
10. find a boyfriend... hahhaha... :p

Mr. Q is going to marry! I'm happy for him... :)
the pre-wed pictures are so beautiful...
u can visit his blog to see it... just google it... hehehhe... ;)

One text message popped out in my hp screen...
My sis informed me that kukong has passed away...
I heard from grandma that kukong is a very nice man, he helped her a lot during hardships...
I hope Buddha watched over kukong, and may kukong be reborn in happy realm. May he be happy wherever he is... May he be peaceful and always be blessed by Buddha, Dhamma, Sangha, and all beings... May he be happy... Sadhu, sadhu, sadhu...

Oh ya.. last day of CIMP... we were in photos and autographs frenzy...
it was so youthful! hohoho....

okay, guess i have to go back and study!! wish me luck!! :)

Monday, May 4, 2009

...we can keep very warm...

It's Raining

It's raining, and raining outside today...
but, it's so nice inside...
the ground is too wet for us to play...
But indoors we keep very warm...

Keep very warm...
Keep very warm...
Keep very warm...
We can keep very warm...

People may trick us and be very mean...
but we must keep in mind...
to Buddha's great love we can always lean...
and so keep our hearts very warm...

"It's Raining" is one of my favorite Buddhist songs...
This is what I can recall from its lyrics...
It has a very beautiful meaning...
It encourages us to be compassionate and full of metta everytime... :)

Today, my sister was a bit mad of me... because u know... I'm a bit slow...plus I've just waken up from my nap... so I didn't really get what she told me right away...
Hence, ya.. she's irritated and showed it somehow...
Well, actually I could choose to yell and told her that I was also in my 'bad' mood and in a 'busy' environment while she only wanted to discuss bout holiday, and made myself seemingly to be the winner... to be the one who was seemingly right in the situation... but I did not...

I was so happy that I could be calm that time... well at least in the outer...
I could restrain my ego! It's such a gud thing I believe! I was rejoiced in metta .. :)
Thank you so much Buddha, Dhamma, Sangha...
There are so many good things that you brought to my life, and to every beings' lives!
even though I realized that I am a very bad person (I mean it...).
But Buddha has great love...boundless, and unconditional... for that... I'm so grateful... =)
May all of us be rejoiced in Metta! :)

Today, I've changed a meaningless quarrel and an uncomfortable holiday between sisters into patience, kindness, and gratitude... May this can remind me to keep my heart warm all the time...

"People may trick us and be very mean...
but we must keep in mind...
to Buddha's great love we can always lean...
and so keep our hearts very warm..." la la la...


Friday, May 1, 2009

Long write

Hallo... it's been a long time, I haven't written anything...

Well, quite a lot of stories that I can write... I'm not sure where to start...

Mmm, well, I met this girl, well, I could say I'm getting closer tho this girl recently...Noerma...
I must say.. knowing her brighten my days! :) Maybe because the innocent, natural, and funny personality that she posses.. We're clicked! We chit-chating... oh y.. we share the same interest in Anime series... "Itazura Na Kiss" and agree that the Irie, the guy in the series is soooo cool! :)
also the girl is so cute... ahhahahhaha.......

Hahah.. the best thing is... we're talking bout "Aluminium", "Argon", "Germanium", "Lithium"
hahahah..........

Oh y... I also came to know this guys... Tutu, Adi, Gradi, William, Billy... They are nice friends...

Oh y... Talent Nite... It was cool!!!!!!! It's much better than last semester's... and plus... ehhehee..
We've taken pictures.... =) hehehehehe..........
I dun know why... It seems to catalize my feelings.... i dun even understand this feeling... It's weird... because even though in people's eyes I looked very slow... but I'm aware enough what I'm feeling... but this time... I dun know... aahhh... what is happening to me?

When jie2 comes to KL, I'll tell her... she will be laughing I guess....

Last nite, I slept over in Noerma's room... Me, Noerma, Noer's roommate Din, and Fitri... we watched The Uninvited... all lights are turned off, and we had speakers attached to the laptop...
Oh Geez... what an evironment... btw, the girl played as Anna is so pretty! :)

u know what, before this fun nite started, I was strolling alone to college... with my white sweater and my new yellow high heels...
I dun really know what to do... before this, Noerma and I were planning to pay a visit to Jay's house.. just to play.. which I was waiting for... but then It is cancelled... Then later, I was also looking forward to yoga class, but the class is canceled.. :( I'm very dissapointed... at that time.. I felt so boreddddddddd...... and dun know what to do...

so here I go with my new shoes, strolling with no purposes to college... wanting to buy ice-cream for my fren's bday gift, but she said she cud not accept it for she's having period... then she needed to go somewhere...
What?? I felt terribly lonely that time... with my strawberry ice-cream in my hand, i was walking while enjoying my ice-cream... I met someone that I knew I'd expect to meet... Our eyes met and we flashes smile to each other, and then goes by... That's it...

I dun like this kind of feeling... so weak... so melancholy, and full of lamenting... yet It's quite an effort for me to overcome this feeling... I dun like it when my hormone swings my mood... or it's just a coincidence between time and moody mood.. oh well... Thx to Buddha's teachings and compassion... I still can be at least aware and a bit mindful and everything is alright in my eyes... :) I have to be as bright as the sun! :)

All and all, I am grateful that I am alive, be blessed with all these blessings... :)
and I hope every being is also be free from their suffering... and may the rejoicing of kindness and goodness can be felt by all beings..... :)
I am sorry for all my mistakes... may all of us live at ease..... :)
Thank you, all beings...... :) Be happy!